Post by Alexandria Malfoy on Nov 5, 2012 19:23:43 GMT
Dria was a mistake, it was clear. Her own family found it hard to love her. They never ever spoke the words to her. She did not want to be in a family that just ignored her. That didn't push her to become better. That when she did something good, it was always bad. That no one was ever going to admit that she was loved. So the best thing for her to do was just leave. Just go ahead and find someplace to stay. She had made her trunk will all her stuff small with an easy spell. She had then placed the trunk into her bag. She managed to move her way towards the Hogs Head.
She had a lot on her mind and she wanted to clear it up. So when she got inside, she grabbed the menu that made her way to her. She had used a potion to look a little bit older, old enough to get a drink. She wanted to just get drunk and forget everything but she knew that was not going to happen. She ordered a rum and coke, and then sat down at the table. Her eyes were watching everyone, after ordering that, she ordered some food. She sighed as she twisted the drink straw around in the drink for a while. Then she took a sip. It seemed to calm her a little bit. She was not used to having someone care. Harry was nice, but she wanted her father to admit that he loved her. That he was proud of her for a change. That not everything she did was a mistake. It would have been better that way. But her father said nothing and it still drove her completely bonkers.
Dria loved her sibling Scorpious, but she was always thinking that Scorp was her father's favorite and that she was just nothing. It never left her mind. Why was it? Because no one showed it. Astoria she was a good mom, but she was hardly around anymore. Narcissa well she didn't really count. She was Draco's mother. She was a bit preoccupied with other things. So where did that leave her.. Dria had no family in her mind, she was living in a world where she was lost. She had to admit that she was once in love, or maybe in the idea of it. She had lost him though to another girl. Maybe there was a reason... as to why she never felt love the way she wanted too. Whatever the reason she did not like it.
She sipped at her drink a little bit more to keep herself calm. She was over thinking things wasn't she?
She had a lot on her mind and she wanted to clear it up. So when she got inside, she grabbed the menu that made her way to her. She had used a potion to look a little bit older, old enough to get a drink. She wanted to just get drunk and forget everything but she knew that was not going to happen. She ordered a rum and coke, and then sat down at the table. Her eyes were watching everyone, after ordering that, she ordered some food. She sighed as she twisted the drink straw around in the drink for a while. Then she took a sip. It seemed to calm her a little bit. She was not used to having someone care. Harry was nice, but she wanted her father to admit that he loved her. That he was proud of her for a change. That not everything she did was a mistake. It would have been better that way. But her father said nothing and it still drove her completely bonkers.
Dria loved her sibling Scorpious, but she was always thinking that Scorp was her father's favorite and that she was just nothing. It never left her mind. Why was it? Because no one showed it. Astoria she was a good mom, but she was hardly around anymore. Narcissa well she didn't really count. She was Draco's mother. She was a bit preoccupied with other things. So where did that leave her.. Dria had no family in her mind, she was living in a world where she was lost. She had to admit that she was once in love, or maybe in the idea of it. She had lost him though to another girl. Maybe there was a reason... as to why she never felt love the way she wanted too. Whatever the reason she did not like it.
She sipped at her drink a little bit more to keep herself calm. She was over thinking things wasn't she?